Morose thought for the day:

Do I think that I'll ever get married? I highly doubt it. Rory has told me on more than one occasion that he doesn't want to, because (apparently) the government has "more control over you when you're married".

Does it depress the hell out of me? Sure does. Part of me is convinced that he will change his mind eventually, and the other part that knows better and protests that is duct tape gagged into silence in my mind somewhere. So she can cry without getting hysterical.

Have I let it change the way I look at my relationship with Rory? Yeah. I'm a bit more cautious and guarded now... But other than that, I -try- to act the same. May or may not work.

Why am I being such a weirdo? I just saw a bunch of Chelsea and Jon's wedding photos on Facecrack. Yes, I'm so jealous. Yes, every time I think about it I die a bit inside. That's why I'm writing it out... So I can get it out of my system.

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